[?]do +y o u+ know the M U F F I N M A N[?]

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I sighed. That whole heard is weak, but it didn't use to be. It used to be feared. We could make it like that. I didn't want to tell him it took awful, trecharous quests to become expert water. It would take a long time and be way too hard. If I told them you were king now, they would not loathe you. The problem was Fantom. He probably had a queen and everything. I sighed, exasperated at the thought of the herd being large and strong. It hadn't been so long since Ihad left... but then again, I would take everything away from Fantom, like he had done to myself. I smiled wickedly. I need to kill him. Fantom. Need to..

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R A I S U R

Strength is such a funny word.

Just say it a couple times, sing it in your head. It's so funny, but no one laughs when you say it. Must be because it's so common. If that's what you want. But you said you just lost the herd to Fantom... can he be challenged so soon? I'm not doubting myself. Don't even think that. I know I'm strong enough to fight, and my mentality usually scares those who battle me away. It's a shame, really, though I doubt Fantom would be so keen as to give the herd up, and the title that comes along with it. Hell, I know I wouldn't. And besides, who doesn't love taking on a weak herd and strengthening it? Just adds to the fun, that's how my mother saw it anyways. She loved to be on the losing side, just to see if she could strengthen it once more.

{oOc} blah, losing muse =x

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I countered that one thoughtlessly.

Yes. He would probably not want to lose anything, if he has gained anything. He probably has a mate. Disgusting. I added. Although I thought me and Raisur were mates, maybe, I couldn't stand to see Fantom poisoning a Fae's mind. Enticing her in. That's already happened, Joker spit out, which made me a whole lot angrier. I envied the Fae for becoming Queen quickly. I wondered what her name was, if she was pretty, if she was graceful. Envious, the feeling that held the rage at bay. I shouldn't be though. I had Raisur, and together, we were maniacal, strong, and insane. The traits of a true warrior, a true fighter Something tat was purely evil, and unstoppable. We were that team. We could-would- rule Penori and all those weak, pitiful horses. I wondered if Raisur knew the powerful thoughts going through my recently blank mind, if he was pleased by them. I was confident. The rage took hold again. I smiled again, used to the small pain it caused.

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R A I S U R

How was that disgusting?

Oh God. The sun's gone. It's dark. I can't help myself, I scream a brilliantly horrific scream once I realized teh blackness was surrounding me, hugging every edge of my being, cradling me into existence. Next thing I knew, everything was in a blurr and the earth was spinning. My hooves were kicking up dirt, I was chasing after the fading light. Please don't leave. Please don't leave. Please. I can't believe it. It's gone. All the light. Pure darkness. I screamed again. The monsters appeared on the horizon, grinning, waiting. I pivoted, turning in the opposite direction and running off once more. The monsters followed. I could hear their hollow footsteps as they chased after me, coming ever closer, ever securing the distance and gaining on me. Something hit me, I crashed into a tree and toppled over. Snorting in disdain, I regained my footing.

Too late, they're here.

The black blanket that comes with me collapsed all around me, pushing me down, crushing my bones, and I fought it with every last strength until I tasted Earth, and was sent into the unconcious world. The monsters edged in every corner, their sharp, glazing white teeth bore, then they pounced and I shrieked, kicking out as their white teeth sunk into my hide and tore flesh from bone, maliciously trying to end my life. Soon after, they disappeared. The sun sun was gone, it was gray, it wasn't dark. Perfect. My world, my unconcious world where I'm safe and untouchable and unafraid at the same time. This was the life I needed, the world I needed, but it always ended too soon. Too soon I was sent back into my living hell, where others existed and pestered me, where something was always coming at me.

I was always a target.

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Raisur... I saiod, rolling my eyes at him, wondering if he was just joking. But he seemed unconcious, and it was a litle odd to watch him. What do I do now, wait for him to wake? A galloped around tediously, waiting for him to wake up again and say everything was alright, but that was a little weird. Loneliness ached in my still heart, I didn't like to be running around what seemed to be a dead body. It seemed to taboo. So, frustrated, I walked into the briars, not caring if I was cut, and struggled through the trees. I wondered what had made Raisur go biserk, the sun? It went away, yeah, suns did that. Maybe I was actually sane and pretending to be a crazy mare. although I still felt the odd cosmics in my head, that felt sort of real. I laughed at it all. Weeeeird. When would Raisur wake? I felt so lost without his i nsane guidance. Rasiur! i screamed to the skies, as it seemed a black portal was rising. Making my wake back to the clearing, the black hole seized me. I leaped and bucked away, and swishing noises seemed to follow me, ripping noises. Then I had an idea: If I kicked Raisur, he would wake. I bounded over to him and began budging him harder and harder with my hooves, seeing if any reaction would come out, if he'd stand up and explain what happened. My I was imagining him unconcious, and that I was kicking the ground with him behind me. Spinning around, no one was there. I shreed fiercly.

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R A I S U R

She was here.

Tempest danced around me, taunting me, teasing me. Just out of my reach, she would dance, and I tried to follow. I stumbled up to my feet, chasing after her, and she would laugh and run away. Oh, Tombstone! You're so funny. She laughed, and her voice was enticing. I missed her. Why did I kill her? You didn't, Tomby. Raisur did. Raisur. That loathsome thing. Why did I let him take over? Because... I don't know. Tempest, you're acting like we're foals again. I miss you. Come back! Okay. She actually agreed. I can't believe it, I have to rear in joy. She's walking toward me now, her chestnut Arabic body coming ever closer. And the world's melting. The sky's fading black and falling to the ground, disappearing into the horizon line. The ground dissolved, and I fell. The air around me brushed against every part of my body, and I stared in awe at my tail that was straight up, the strands waving with the passing air. Wait, that's not right.

The air I was passing.

I landed with a solid thud, and the ground was beneath me. That should hurt, but it doesn't. I'm fine, and the taste of soil's stained in my mouth. Ow, my head hurts. Did I run into that tree? Oh, yeah, I did. My bad. Who was I with....? I can't think straight. Everything's so much sharper, must be the adrenaline. Carefully, I lift myself up, and my muscles scream against every movement. once standing, I spin in a circle, examining my hide for the bite marks from the beasts who'd chased me and tried to best me. Nothing, not even a scratch. Just dirt and twigs and debris. Mozart! That's who I was with! Dang, I am good. Mozart? Where are you? My voice surprises me, I wasn't expecting to hear it, let alone so strong. Raisur, when can I have control back? Not for a while. I'm better at life. I make things more... fun. Someone's gonna get rid of you for me. And all this time I'm not aloud to come out, I'm getting stronger. You're getting weaker. Just wait.

He's so cocky.